they're narcissists what fuck over and throw away everything good they have in their lives.. feel sorry for fuckers struggling to survive in the third world instead of overprivileged fucks who destroy themselves on drugs cos they're so obsessed with themselves and their inadequacies.. self-fulfilling prophecies.. gross.. when you really think about it. The seduction of heroin is no joke and ANYONE can be its next victim. I was into the grunge scene since my brother first brought home a copy of Nirvana Nevermind in 1991. So im postive thats why Demri got so sick again after her heart surgery cause her new valve was so sensitive. Sorry I really wasnt trying to make this about me just stating that the daily struggle is so hard and it always helps to have those who have been there talk you through it. She was an addict, just like Layne. Buttino also said Jesse Holt - who declined to be interviewed for this book - had to boost the level on Layne's vocals in the 1997 version . play a tattletale game. Tell them you love them every chance you get! Some people are predisposed to addiction and so their story is written for them. I pray every day that he does not experiment with H, because I know that he will not come back from that. She seemed to have style that was individual in fashion and photography. Both Demri and Layne became drug addicts, hooked to heroin. Layne and "Demri's" families have the right to mourn them with dignity and they have a right to remember their loved one's through very rose tinted glasses. Try whatever it takes and if youre NOT an addict then all you have to do is never try it in the first place!!! I was put into an induced coma for 6 days on a ventilator. I hear all these people who talk down on heroin addicts because they cant just quit or that they make other people suffer. They both were on different drugs by the time Dirt came out, and it only grew worse for them both, though they still loved one another. OK, Ill stop now; I just wanted to write that to someone who understands, so thank you if you read this rambling mess. e_wink.gif I was only then getting to know Layne and I liked him a lot. I had read that Jack had her on tape at one of his photo shoots. Demri has haunted me on a regular almost daily basis since I first learned about her story. I was anonymous when I knew Layne and there were lots of reasons for that. Wish me luck xxx. I think she, Nancy, and Mike Starrs mom have been through hell. One story he told her mom the other her dad. I feel like some people enter the world with their story written for them already. Prayers for those trying to beat opiate addiction out there. Well, I found two videos with the same interview, but I can not post the comment with the link and I do not know why. I can understand as well as empathize with Layne, Demri, and all addicts that have been seduced by a drug that seems so good at first. Because shed been staying at his apartment at the time that she got sick (when he had gone on tour,) and according to them, he hadnt thought to leave her enough money to buy new bags of cotton for, what, ninety nine cents? Jul 10, 2014 - Layne with fans New Years Eve 1999, reportedly last public photo in circulation. :)), Thanks for this site and sharing so much about your friends. Yes, she introduced Layne to heroin, yes, they both got caught up in it, but she didnt want to stop, though Layne tried. Also what things happen on the drugs in question that makes dating not realistic. Most of her friends described her as a very sweet and beautiful person, kind, peaceful and artistic. I guess most all questions have been answered on this lovely site. In 2017, 81,000 Americans tried heroin for the first time. Certain parts of this story are definitely true. Would they be right? She was very sure of herself and this was apparently the cause of some of her problems with Layne. I cant say I know much about her, but in the end, I hate the idea of romanticizing two junkies seemingly feeding off of each other. Its sad because most society cant look past ones addiction to drugs although we all have some weakness or do something that would be frowned upon & even if one was perfect its still not right. His last photos were published five years before his death in 1997 when he won Grammy Awards. But it did allow me to come over for several days and get things clean a tidy, although Demri was always a neat freak around me. Mad Season, Layne's side projects/art, Jerry's solo work. Demri tried to warn me too and I also ignored her and lost years of my life.. that I can barely remember and doing almost everything I had always promised myself that ID NEVER DO I EVENTUALLY ENDED UP DOING THINGS I COULD NEVER OF IMAGINED ALWAYS JUST TRYING TO SURVIVE THAT FUCKING EVIL ADDICTION!! Layne, I was yours for the asking, but you never asked. Its not easy but it is possible!! ! But she probably would have wriggled free, and shouted, F you! My life is my own! At that point people were comparing the drugs as to why it was only him. It usually has nothing to do with how much they love YOU. I never met Demri but I used to rehearse at Naf and played at the Offramp and RCKNDY , so I met Layne, Mike, Sean and Jerry a few times. Its extremely heartbreaking. Rosheen and Demri RIP Rosheen Raugi June 19th 1997, Demri Parrott and Layne Staley Love Hate Love, More pictures of Demri can be found on my Flickr account at:RememberingDemri. Suffice to say that she got the wrong ideas about some things, Layne was hurt by her assumptions and they parted ways for a while. thanks admin|. Demri Parrott was an American model. Although Demri passed anyway, her mother remembers her fondly and without regret or anger. I hope they are in peace and my prayers are with the family and friends. I know its a picture and not a video but just thought Id share in case it could add to Layne and Demris pics. Youve lived through so much loss and heartache, and youre still there for the real fans, speaking the truth. If a kittens in your bed clawing you, its a kitten, you know? document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); All text content on this website is copyrighted by Barbara Dearaujo Text and comments may NOT be reproduced on or offline with out permission. I have heard that she is a very sweet and caring person. 14 February 2023. I paid a professional hat blocker a lot of money to help me with the final construction, but I bought all the fabric and designed them, I dont even know who Rachel is. i was born after demris passing but reading about her and seeing her photos is truly enchanting. Unconditional love? I didnt wish to get in an argument here I dont think its appropriate but I think it was just a misunderstanding. I just wanted to share my story because i dont think alot of heroin addicts think about the other consequences that iving heroin can cause such as endocarditis. Lanegan was struggling to quit heroin and I would swear to this day that hes here because of Layne. . Jerry is one of the best melody writers ever, and Layne was a virtuoso vocalist and obviously his lyrics resonate with so many people. The drs told my family that my chances didnt look good because the infection was too out of control n i probably wouldnt make it through surgery. She died that night with her mother and aunt by her side. I think there are clues around us every day of something more and that when we die were NOT gone forever so I will continue to believe that something happens I just dont know what it is yet. Soon I heard he had passed on. Then bring on the lying to hide it from everyone who loves you, bring on the HORRIBLE shame and actual disgust for yourself for turning into everything you had always looked down on or at least never thought youd become..a junkie. Nope I wanna be up in a loved ones home on the fireplace mantel by the TV.some people really just dont care! Demri Lara Parrott Murphy (February 22nd 1969 - October 29th 1996) was an American model, artist, and muse, and an amateur actress, girlfriend and later fiancee of Alice in Chains singer Layne Staley. She was the biological daughter of Kathleen Ann ne Austin and Dennis Wayne Dougherty, but at the time of her birth, her 18-year-old mother had been married to Stephen John Parrott, aged 21, for 21 days. Drugs was his escape to find what he was longing forlove. Layne would visit her often in hospital, and even flew from Germany to Seattle to attend an intervention that her friends and family arranged after their break-up. It turns my stomach. I agree with you D and Eric, in different things a lot of that just sounds to made up..and even if Jerry is a bit arrogant or has this kind of personality-which Ive read somewhere of him being a bit hard on Layne-it doesnt mean hes not a good personShe paints him like such a BAD GUY! Age has shown me that its probably good that I didnt, as Ive never had any sort of chemical dependancy nor drug habits, and been overall successful in my life. To be honest Leah.. Pinterest. Why dont you read my other posts? My nickname growing up was AD so if it was shortened by her she would call herself little D. Dont know unless she was doing a rap thing if she did that with others but do remember her correcting people who did say Dem, not Demri even to me. 2. That doesnt mean nobody cares that simply means people have priorities. Can't feel sorry for people who have made mistakes because there are people in 3rd world counties who have it worse. Geez pretty uncomfortable and geeky but thats why I loved them they were so far from what you would imagine a rock star would be like.. just normal guys who had normal insecurities. Its just talk. And things like that. I know that. I visit Demris Facebook page every once in a while and Ive learned that her closest friends dont like to disclose a lot. beautiful post, beautiful website and beautiful comment thread . The comments above and below have provided a welcome clarity on the Demri/Layne situation after MUCH reading for the last few days. i recently posted this link on another demri question, but check out this site if you want to know about her. Was she running scared? What could he dofight back? , Hi, had an issue and he couldnt stop. But he never said so outright. I had a rule for my comments if more then one link was added to a comment then it would be held for moderation.. this is to stop people from posting spam comments with links to their websites.. One of his more moronic friends told me that he had actually died, but what little I did get from Layne told me this wasnt true. We never celebrated my birthday so she wanted to be clean so we could which was on the 28th. History has proven that young people experiment without clearly thinking of their mortality. When she had a $10 habit they went over to Laynes dads around the block who was clean and sober and starting a painting business and did the same to him after Robbing the place kicking in the back door. Chris Cornell talks about mikes shirt etc. I have noticed that Layne is very tall, upright in his earlier career. You lose the internet Susan bc you obviously dont give a shit about other people that have to concentrate on sobriety every day, work a full time job, pay bills, take care of kids, etc. However, there was infidelity on both ends, many described their relationship as open. Just because we cant see something/someone, doesnt mean theyre not there. I know that this might sound discouraging for the addicts whose reading this but if theyre heroin addicts then they already know the harsh truth. Crazy. Demri never moved in. Bless you, get well, and have a Happy New Year filled with love, happiness, and joy. When she was herself she was a very sensitive and fun girl. Much love to you, from W. Seattle xoxo. All the sources for the information Ive obtained are from her friends or family, so I trust them. Haha. He became sort of ashamed and let it go longer than he should have. Just saying! Your site was the most helpful then, and continues to help those of us wanting to learn more about Layne & Dem. While watching Crossing Over, Layne turned to Mike and said, Demri was here last night. Demri Parrott had an encounter with Katina Bonita Evangeline (1991).
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